February 2012
The "turn-off" "turn-on" game. Ask me anything and...
I LOVE COURTNEY SOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!1
I’m not cut out for this. I don’t think I have it in me to keep trying.
If I could, I would.
I panic.
I panic when I don’t get the answers I want, when things don’t go the way I want them to, when I don’t know what is going to happen. I panic and then I can’t breathe, the world comes crashing down on my shoulders and the air escapes until there is nothing left to keep me alive.
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I just want to be able to breathe again.
I'll never forget the past 30 hours. But I'm...
Sometimes, I watch you breathe at night
I watch to make sure you’re still alive, to make sure you haven’t left me yet. If I could hook you up to a monitor, I would. That’s how terrified I am of losing you. I have nightmares of the day that I’ll have to live without you because I’ve given up so much to be with you. I’ve changed and if I had to live without you, I’m afraid I wouldn’t...
I can't do this.
Fuck.
“You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry,...”
– John Green, The Fault in Our Stars. (via kayleyhyde)
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